OMG FINALLY.
Let me tell you guys no one aside from friends and one other player bothered to even notice me until that wank dramafest brought up over Vexen by three people I swear have a grudge against me. Yes it came across that strong to myself and to just about everyone who it got linked to. This has been the second worst experience I've had in a community - being targetted and bullied is bullshit and you guys know it. Passive/agressive or not, you guys started that and whomever saw fit to drag it to a personal level with personal insults needed a modly slap upside the head. If this were my old game (and yes, I realize you guys DON'T CARE), everyone involved would have been yanked into conference, apologies made and the whole thread deleted to spare feelings. Which it will be now BTW. That NEVER should have been public in a "safe place" and NEVER should have been allowed to sit there. Seriously guys, you want me to feel secure but condone jumping on me like that? I was terrified to post anything after all that!
Suffice to say I'm leaving. I've decided to go back to One on One play. Less clique-y bullshit, you know? There are some great muns here and you know who you are, we had fun interacting and I'm sorry to leave you but with my RL as it is, I don't need high school bully drama. I RP for fun, not so I can be repeatedly called out OOC but utterly ignored IC.
In any case, good luck Desai. I'm sure this'll help make you a stronger community. All I can say is Thank God it's over and I can leave without disappointing my friends now.
Let me tell you guys no one aside from friends and one other player bothered to even notice me until that wank dramafest brought up over Vexen by three people I swear have a grudge against me. Yes it came across that strong to myself and to just about everyone who it got linked to. This has been the second worst experience I've had in a community - being targetted and bullied is bullshit and you guys know it. Passive/agressive or not, you guys started that and whomever saw fit to drag it to a personal level with personal insults needed a modly slap upside the head. If this were my old game (and yes, I realize you guys DON'T CARE), everyone involved would have been yanked into conference, apologies made and the whole thread deleted to spare feelings. Which it will be now BTW. That NEVER should have been public in a "safe place" and NEVER should have been allowed to sit there. Seriously guys, you want me to feel secure but condone jumping on me like that? I was terrified to post anything after all that!
Suffice to say I'm leaving. I've decided to go back to One on One play. Less clique-y bullshit, you know? There are some great muns here and you know who you are, we had fun interacting and I'm sorry to leave you but with my RL as it is, I don't need high school bully drama. I RP for fun, not so I can be repeatedly called out OOC but utterly ignored IC.
In any case, good luck Desai. I'm sure this'll help make you a stronger community. All I can say is Thank God it's over and I can leave without disappointing my friends now.